I may be one of the most pathetic people....
What am i thinking? He is right here. He just left a message on my machine...saying happy valentines day... he was thinking about me.
I got scared so fast, and i have built my whoe perception of love on false illusions for the future. What am i thinking?
He wants to marry me someday, I am not even giving him a chance. I am soo stubborn.
And sadly. its valentines day, at 10:48 and i am listening to boys to men, and my best friend in the world is taking me out of this mood..
Pathetic.
thankfully i have Jesus. I did spend the whole day thinking about his love for me. And that was amazing. but so quickly, i am once again impatient and insecure....
I need sleep. goodnight.
posted by sometimes i write better than i speak, my friends @ 8:45 p.m.
1 Comments:
you are definetely not pathetic. We all go through times of reassurance and lonliness. You have put a lot of thought into your actions. Don't let one lonely day make you question them all.. You are beautiful, incredible, so intelligent, passionate, and one day the perfect guy will realize that. You don't have to settle. If things don't feel right, often they are not. Trust God and obey and you'll be so happy you waited.
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